Expect the unexpected.

2012-02-07T21:47:00.000+08:00

有时候，当等待像是无止境时，

比失去还痛苦。

至少，失去代表曾经拥有。

2012-02-07T01:22:00.001+08:00

Missing you.

Very very very much.

2012-02-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, knowing the answer kills all the hope in you.

LAST STOP.

2011-12-31T23:40:00.000+08:00

2011 is ending in like another 20 minutes.

This year is one of the worst years ever because every single bad thing that could happen happened to me.

2012 you better be a nice year!

Katy Perry - The One That Got Away

2011-12-27T11:52:00.001+08:00

2011-12-25T23:59:00.001+08:00

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart.

This year, it'll be the same man again.

Merry Christmas, love. ♥

2011-12-24T18:04:00.000+08:00

公公，我很想你。

非常非常的想念您。

Taylor Swift - The Story Of Us

2011-12-06T22:33:00.001+08:00

The song that best describes my feelings now.

2011-11-25T09:40:00.000+08:00

It takes two hands to clap.

Why am I forgetting this simple principle?

2011-11-25T00:04:00.002+08:00

Hush, things will be better. (:

2011-11-24T23:23:00.003+08:00

Don't come playing with my heartstrings as if it's a toy.

2011-11-24T21:37:00.001+08:00

"我们都傻　傻在宁愿被牺牲也不愿放弃天真"

2011-11-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

:'(

2011-11-24T21:25:00.001+08:00

Crying won't help.

2011-11-24T21:21:00.001+08:00

This is not good.

I'm actually hurting all the way inside. Deep inside.

2011-11-24T00:00:00.001+08:00

Shit, now every notification on fb is like making my heart hanging on one end!

2011-11-23T20:33:00.001+08:00

I know it may be quite irritating but apparently, blogger's gonna be my emotional twitter for now!

2011-11-23T20:32:00.003+08:00

Add or don't add? Add or don't add? Add or don't add?

DILEMMA.

2011-11-23T20:30:00.002+08:00

I feel like I'm breaking every promise I've made.

2011-11-21T23:19:00.001+08:00

I can't help it, but your smile is actually brightening up my day.

2011-11-21T21:51:00.002+08:00

My mixed feelings are so making me afraid.

2011-11-20T15:05:00.001+08:00

Over and over again, I let chances placed right in front of me slip off.

It's not about courage anymore.

It's about wanting it bad enough to fight for it.

And maybe after all, I still didn't want it so badly.

那些年，我們一起追的女孩 ♥

2011-11-20T14:40:00.000+08:00

:'(

2011-11-06T23:27:00.000+08:00

I know many people no longer believe in 11:11 or gets irritated whenever someone makes a wish at the sight of it.

But still, no matter what others say, I still have a strong faith in it because it gives me hope, light.

And it really did granted my wish more than once before.

It is also the key reason why I still persist and hold on to this love.

Maybe at the end of the day, I'm just being naive.

But well, I wouldn't let go of the one last thing that's keeping me from falling all the way down.

2011-10-23T22:18:00.000+08:00

School is starting tomorrow.
And I'm so not looking forward to it, yet kinda excited 'cos it will be a new start and I got into psychology for my cds!!!!

PSYCHOLOGY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Really happy that it is one of the subjs I'm taking now even though many people said that it was difficult.
But well, it's my interest and if it really is difficult, I'll still try my best like how I will for math anyway.

Oh, and as school reopens for me tmw, at the same time
ALL THE BEST TO THOSE TAKING O LEVELS!

Jiayou! It'll be such a big relief after your last paper!
Work hard till then! (:

2011-10-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

I guess it's really hard to like someone whom you didn't even exchange a word with before.

2011-10-10T20:56:00.004+08:00

"No matter what happens, even when the sky's falling down, I promise you that I'll never let you go."

Guess who?

2011-10-03T23:30:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVELY

STOP

THINKING

THAT

NO ONE

REMEMBERS

YOUR

BIRTHDAY

'COS

OBVIOUSLY

AND

MANY

OTHERS

DID.

THIS

200TH

POST

AND

I'M
DEDICATING

YOU.

Be touched. Be very very touched.

Love you. ♥

2011-09-29T13:22:00.003+08:00

Time passes too fast.

I feel like I'm too caught up with present life that it leaves me no time to go back to old friends.

I miss all of you so much. Really.

Am I still not used to the new chapter of my life or am I just too sentimental?

I know you're probably on the verge of asking me to stop dwelling on the past and move on but that's it, you don't get how I'm feeling right now.

There seems to be nothing for me to move forward to when as I go along, I get distant to people whom I once shared such intimate relationship with.

You tell me this is life, losing people along the way and all,

but can't you see?

They made my life.

Without them, my life is akin to nothing.

I love you, those people who mean to me.
Do I really still have to list out who?
You know who you are.
Even though I may deny and say I don't like you in your face, but it's always the same people I keep going back to at the end of the day.

And that, means something.

2011-09-18T23:07:00.001+08:00

The truth is, my heart still skips a beat whenever I think of you, I'm still hopeful.

Till I get an answer, I'll not stop trying.

2011-09-11T12:28:00.000+08:00

"我觉得爱情也是这样，对待一段心动，勇气和决心不能少，真的努力过了，仍是没办法，那才该松手，而且那个时候对自己也算有个交代。

"一个不认为自己错的人是永远找不到对的方向的，相同的，在心里仍存着希望的爱情是永远结束不了，也永远获不到重生的机会。"

-真爱大改造，有容

2011-09-11T12:04:00.002+08:00

I swear it was the best dream I ever had in my entire life.

2011-09-09T22:13:00.002+08:00

Too often in life, we take each living day for granted.

We expect to fall asleep in the night and still open our eyes the next morning.

What if, one day we never do?

I think about death quite often actually.

Just two nights ago, I was thinking about my own funeral and I was thinking about what is so scary about dying.

Is it the pain of having to be cremated, to be buried or to be left breathless and motionless forever?

I realised it wasn't any of the above.

It is the pain of having to leave everything behind in this world and the pain the living is going to endure of your passing.

And I won't want to leave with any regrets or unaccomplished things I wanted to do.

But it is really hard not to take things for granted when expectations of your own future come so naturally.

Like I expect that I will graduate, find a job, get married, have kids then die eventually.
Well, I believe I'm not the only one who hold such expectations of life, right?

Btw, don't judge me from my recent posts!
I'm a happy girl, really!
It's just that a lot of such stuff get to me some times.

Here's something happy! ^^

Photo Credits: Pei Qi, Wenyi, Felicia

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PEI QI!

Even though we celebrated your birthday like really late, I still hope we made your day!
Love you girl, although I'm the one in the clique who make you angry most often (I guess so)!

Okay, I'm like finally done!
You know what, I took 2 days to write this post 'cos I was so stuck with writing and without pictures.
Shall try to blog more often, I promise!
Even Wenyi also got blog leh! *feels ashamed*

See you soon! (:
Kthxbai.

Teary Saturdays

2011-08-15T00:52:00.001+08:00

The past 2 Saturdays have made me teared.

Not the break down kind of crying but just teared because many things or rather, people made me felt touched and emotional.

Last Saturday evening, I went out with my Ganma and her family to celebrate my godbrother's birthday.

And throughout, many small incidences made me realised once again how much they love me.

Simple acts like just holding my hand when crossing the road, or just by taking food for me when I could have took it myself made me felt touched.

I must have said this many times, but really, even though we are not blood related, going to their home makes me feel home and I feel like I belong there too.

My grandfather was hospitalised on Friday, and I went to visit him yesterday.

When I saw how frail and pale he looked in those oversized hospital wear,

I just teared because it was heart wrenching to see him like that.

And when he couldn't recognise me and mistook me for my youngest aunt (he suffers from senile dementia),

I regret not having to be able to visit him more often.

You know, when someone you knew all your life couldn't recognise you anymore,

it felt like a part of you emptied, as if the link between you and the other person was gone.

Well, I only have myself to blame.

2011 is definitely not a good year for me.

Many unhappy stuffs and obstacles have been recurring.

My aunt is right, life wouldn't be as exciting if it isn't filled up with such troubling matters that tries to mess up your life.

The best way is to put up a good fight and win.

Nothing can take me down, right?

Nothing can take you down either.
To you, you and you who's struggling with whatever hurdles you meet in life,
you know that 10 years later when you look back, this obstacle won't seem as tough as it is now.
And, I'm always 8 numbers away. (:

Here, I'm Queen.

2011-08-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

When Capricorns are silent, they think more than ever.

I know I haven't been doing up a proper post for ages,

I'm so sorry to my small number of fans out there (hahah, bhb, but the statistics showed it!) who still keep checking my blog for updates!

Thank youuuuu!

^^

Anyway, just to update you guys on my life,
for the past few months, life was mainly still revolving around school.
(And I should feel totally guilty about blogging here while my group mate is editing the finals of my proj :/ )
Well, at least I should be contented since

I WATCHED HARRY POTTER TWICE IN THE THEATRES.

I bought wedges.
Went to my first clothes buffet!
Then got like lots of new clothes waiting for me.
Saw almost all of my girls in the past month!!!!

Holidays are coming in another 14 more days!

Forged even stronger friendship with some people.

Got good results for my weakest subject! (Math :X)

Not bad right?

Hahahahah.

But life is never fulfilling enough for me.

At the end of the day, there is still something, there is always something, that is waiting for me to complete.

I know of one thing, but there are often more than one thing that remains for me to achieve.

Sadly, sometimes I don't know what that is.

Ever get this feeling?

Maybe it's just me, thinking too much, again.

Well, shall post pictures next time okay?

It's already 0103 in the morning and well, I guess I do need some sleep after only surviving on 6 hours of sleep yesterday.

Oyasuminasai!

Sweet dreams (:

P/S. I've got this thing for Legolas ever since I watched LOTR. #justsaying

2011-08-04T23:57:00.002+08:00

Today isn't any other day to me, it's special.

It's the birthday of the big brother who cared for me ever since I was born.

Even though I didn't get to see him today, I hope that wherever he is, his birthday is much celebrated and been a meaningful and happy occasion!

Happy birthday to Xiu Jian and Carmen too! :D

2011-08-03T00:46:00.003+08:00

If I ever say something negative about you or scold you in your face, it either means that you totally deserved it, or you are one of my true friends I want to help.

2011-07-11T23:26:00.001+08:00

2011-07-11T23:17:00.002+08:00

I share my sisters' joy, sorrow, anger, troubles, everything.

Anything that has to do with you all, is my concern too.

No matter what, I love you all the best.

Thanks, my dearest friends.

♥

2011-06-16T00:26:00.002+08:00

I just hate myself so much for being this indecisive bitch.

And I'm such an annoying troublemaker.

2011-06-16T00:04:00.001+08:00

Infatuation, crush or true love?

2011-06-03T22:46:00.001+08:00

Gave up.

2011-06-03T22:35:00.001+08:00

Giving up.

2011-05-30T22:42:00.000+08:00

This is so shit.

Haixs.

How come I get bothered by the same thing again?

How come it still even matters?

How come it can still sting?

Life is so tiring.

But Adilah's right, 16 years is too short for the good things to keep happening now.

If everything nice and good were to happen now, what about the rest of my life?

I guess life just likes to irritate all of us at times.

Bear with it, those going through hard times now.

Without hardships, there won't be glory.

And for someone special, I think it's worth staying strong through these tough times.

2011-05-28T17:07:00.001+08:00

Some pictures I promised on Twitter!

Bad hair day :/

Damn freaky this one! :x

K la, I shy alr! See, blushing le. :P

2011-05-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

School don't feel right cox I guess my awesome table mates aren't here with me anymore.

And I miss you terribly much, Joanne and Aitqah!

)':

I miss them making my shitty school days so much better in PRSS.

Like how Joanne will tell me stories at times to entertain my day.

Atiqah doing funny stuffs to make me laugh.

Haix.

No other fun will replace theirs!

I love you guys very very very much okay!

Yay, I shall text them later.

^o^

And I miss Joanne's sweet sweet smell!!!!

2011-05-27T00:15:00.001+08:00

Dear best friends,

Please marry a good guy so I can cry out of happiness on your wedding day!

LOVE YOU ALL.

2011-05-26T23:50:00.000+08:00

I miss this little space of mine here on the internet. :/
And well, I just can't stop complaining about school.
There are happy events like,
PASSING MY MATH,
but there's this emptiness in me TP can't fill or touch.
I simply miss every single PRSS and PCS friend out there.
There is no sense of belonging here.
Maybe it's because I'm not used to it yet but well, I just can't seem to fit in anywhere at times.
And, I'm not coping with school work.
Except for language lessons, all other subjects are like fergpihuwjocjpkgh messed up.
Hais.
And it's not like school is not enough for me to worry about.
There are just so many personal problems piling up with no solutions.
Maybe there is, but I don't have the opportunity yet so I can't solve it either.
Today just seems like the ultimate day everything bad is penetrating through me.
)':

2011-05-18T22:22:00.000+08:00

Ever thought if someone important to you become lifeless one day and will never respond to you no matter how hard you call their name? I can't imagine that.

2011-05-17T17:19:00.003+08:00

MOODSWINGS.
AGAIN.
THANKS SO MUCH.

2011-05-15T17:08:00.001+08:00

"Fact: We only dream of what we know. Our dreams are frequently full of strangers who play out certain parts – did you know that your mind is not inventing those faces – they are real faces of real people that you have seen during your life but may not know or remember? The evil killer in your latest dream may be the guy who pumped petrol into your dad’s car when you were just a little kid. We have all seen hundreds of thousands of faces throughout our lives, so we have an endless supply of characters for our brain to utilize during our dreams."

-Tumblr

Well, I didn't know that! How amazing!

2011-05-15T17:03:00.001+08:00

I'M TIRED.

2011-05-15T16:44:00.001+08:00

I'm so sick of school already.

And school has just started like what, 3 weeks?

There's a math test tmw. Omg.

Thank god I went to ys's hse ytd for "intensive revision"! Hah.

Yea, and the rest of the 70% of the time were spent on having fun! :P

Been eons since I laughed and smiled so effortlessly.

It's so tiring in sch at time having to put on a smile even when you don't feel like it.

I MISS PRSS ):

And I miss simple times like these even more. :x

)':

2011-05-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

WHEN DO I GET TO SAY "HELLO"?

Sorry kids for spamming, but apparently, blogger's became the best avenue for me to convey my feelings and thoughts.

I feel comfortable when I blog.

That's why!

Don't mind the spam, thanks! (:

2011-05-09T22:19:00.000+08:00

Nina Dobrev's like super hot.

OMG.

She's so pretty!!!!

And beautiful.

And now, I feel like re-watching Vampire Diaries even though I'm not done watching season 2 yet.

Nina Dobrev!

She's like my top female idol already!

And these photos can't do enough justice to her beauty!

2011-05-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

Well, I can't expect everyone to like me everywhere I go. I'm no Miss Popular. And I don't want to be one either. Nah, I won't change myself to suit other people's likings. Why should I? They aren't worth my change anyway. Moreover, I'm not a puppet made to suit people's likings, in the end, I still can't please every single person on Earth too. I don't need 10000 friends out there, I only need the best friends I currently have now, who accepts me for who I am.

Oh well, get it right, I don't like you either.

2011-05-08T23:26:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY TO MY TWO BELOVED MUMS.

Hey, don't get it wrong.

I have only one blood-related mum, the other's my godmother!

But they are both my mums okay.

I love you, even though I might nvr get this out in front of you for now.

Thank you for everything.

2011-05-07T13:08:00.000+08:00

No exact song can describe what I'm feeling right now.

Well, I myself don't know how am I supposed to feel right now.

Maybe it's pms time again.

Haix.

Just like ytd, I was still feeling happy while going home.

But my mood changed after only like a few hours.

When nothing upsetting really happened.

What's with me?

Really hate this kinda feeling yknow.

When even you yourself don't understand what's going on with yourself.

Maybe that's a capricorn problem too.

Wy, having this problem? Hahahaha.

Okay, I do feel a lil better after saying what's been on my mind for the past hours.

"这时候我该有个专属幸福

我会不停的等待, 等待着未来"

Sometimes, I just feel like giving up and stop trying.

But then, I never could convince myself to give up because it's something worth fighting for.

2011-05-05T23:33:00.002+08:00

Why is Eleanor always so sweet, kind and thoughtful?

Someone nice come grab this treasure soon!

WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE?

2011-05-05T23:11:00.001+08:00

Hello beautiful people out there!

Sorry, haven't been blogging for long.

I know ):

Anw, this is my first blog post from my new laptop! ^v^

Heheheh.

I totally love my new laptop!

Why is it so awesummmm and prettaaay????

Hahahaha. Okay, I should get over this new-laptop-craze!

How's school everyone?

I hope you all are coping, or at least trying your best to cope.

Don't give up no matter what okay?

Even if you only have 2-3 hours of sleep everyday, don't give up.

Cox I won't give up too!

Let's all do this together okay!

We'll pull through eventually (:

Gambate!

Anw, the past week was quite fun!

Especially going to play badminton with my pretty girls this Monday.

Thanks so much for turning up, even though Felicia can't make it (but, I get to see her everyday! Hah.), still, it's a great feeling seeing my best friends after a trashy school week.

I love 'em, really.

Thanks Cindy for spending your very ex polariod films on us!

They are like so pretty luh, and now I can put their photo in my wallet and carry it wherever I go!

^v^

Ohhh, and we went to sing k last sat!

But only got Felicia, PQ and me ):

The BEST way to release all your stress/troubles/unhappiness all at once.

Had fun as well! :D

Heheheh.

Pei Qi is like so cute la! Hahahahah.

Okay, must give credits to Felicia for the photos once again!

And ys and Cindy and whoever else I always steal pics from!

THANK YOU!

Last but not least,

W1101

4E5

I love both sec and pri sch classmates, now I'll work on loving my poly ones!

Ok, goodbye!

Love ya guys (:

P/S. I SAW 11:11! ^^

FOR MY SPECIAL ONE.

2011-04-28T23:30:00.001+08:00

2011-04-25T23:40:00.000+08:00

Don't get why some people can get over the one they love so quickly.

Okay, maybe not even the one they love since they get over them so fast.

Just being random cox I read a stranger's blog and I was like wowwwwww.

Hahahaha.

Okay, that reminds me of himmm.

Hell no I'll get over him in days or even weeks only.

I'm supposed to go sleep now, so bye everyone!!!

2011-04-25T21:42:00.000+08:00

School was overall okay today.

This sentence totally contradicts my complaints in twitter, but, including those happy moments, it was overall ok.

But happy moments are like largely non-lessons related uh.

Anyway, I'm really glad that this morning gave a great start to new school day!

And some happenings in school save the day from being worse as well.

Still, after going to poly for one day, I'm feeling damn vulgar now.

Don't mind if I say vulgarities anywhere.

Yknow, I've been suppressing some unhappiness from the day throughout and apparently,

vulgarities are like one of the best way to vent anger.

I'm not shallow, I'm being human ok.

Vulgarities are not always crude!

Well, ok, should stop bitching about school.

Cox there will be endless stuff to say if I continue.

Needa go bathe like soon alr!

Wanna sleep early later.

I'M SOOOOO TIRED!

2011-04-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

P/S. I LOVE YTD'S 4E5 CLASS DINNER! Though not everyone was there. Still, I had a great time (:
Thanks sexaays.

WELCOME, NEW START.

2011-04-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hey, my poly life officially starts tomorrow.

Awesome (not).

I love my timetable and yet hate it.

Love it cox I can wake up earliest only by 8, end school by 5.

Cool right?

Hate it cox, well it's totally different timings with my girls.

Oh well, I guess we have to start working real hard on our friendship then.

Anw, I'm totally unprepared for school.

And one thing that's so annoying about poly life is having to think of what to wear everyday.

Did I mention that my class girls are like pretty???

Oh man, I guess I'll have to make do with being average.

I'm born this way right??

Haha, thanks Lady Gaga.

Yea, and someone who told me that attitude matters more (:

Okay, ALL THE BEST to those who's starting that brand new chapter in their life tomorrow or already started.

I'm so glad that I'm thinking more positive about school now! :D

Thanks to those who made me feel better about school too!

Hmmm, I promise I'll work hard in my new school!

Okay, I have a premonition that I'll fall asleep in class on the first day of school already :x

I have 4 minutes left so shall use it to do other stuff.

Gambate everyone!

We're all in this together (;

FUCK YEAH.

2011-04-22T23:19:00.001+08:00

WOOOOOOTS!

WE GOT IT, WE DID IT, WE MADE IT!

FOR THE THIRD TIME!

PRSSCO, YOU GUYS ARE JUST BEYOND WORDS.

Back at PRSS after their SYF on 19 Apr'11

Heheheh, my pipa girls who went for SYF!

Great job guys! You all really deserve this after everything you've given for CO.

Rock on kids!

It's time for studying now though. :/

Anw, I had orientation @ TP from 19 Apr till 21st.

Didn't went on the 19th, went on the 20th and left early on the 21st.

Okay, felt really bad on the 20th.

I got to know some nice ppl like Ivy, but still, all I could think of was PRSSCO.

Ytd too.

But after knowing their awesome results, my spirits lifted and now I don't feel as bad about sch anymore.

Well, the ppl there made me feel better about it too.

Seniors like Jie Xin, Troy, Kelly and Benjamin and some other classmates (esp w Felicia around) helped along too!

Hope to have a fantabulous school life with you guys!

Heh, school ain't that bad afterall!

I will try to open up more to new ppl (:

Ytd's orientation (;

Okay. I feel good today!

And even more ytd!

Whoa, at the thought of their results is making me go mad again!!!

I went totally alive when I heard their results yknow!

Just wanted to keep shouting cheers for my beloved CO.

Ooooh, if I can do that now, I WOULD!

Ytd at SCH, results!

11:11!

Made my wish, heh.

Not forgetting,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IDIOTICBIMBOTICBESTSMELLYYY GIRAFFE!

Hahhahaha, must be feeling damn sad now right???
Cox I haven't text you Happy B'dae.

Don't cry, I purposely one la.

Yknow I everytime liddat one whut!

Anw, thanks for always being there when I needed you!

And for saying that I'm awesome when I told you that I felt like a total bitch.

No one will ever take your place!

Okay, next up gonna's be mushy, don't throw up, just for once!

I love you, Adilah.

Alright, that sums it all for today!

Feeling sleepy already, going off to bed!

Well, not after I text that girl.

Hahaha, okay goodnight!

2011-04-19T22:43:00.001+08:00

I LOVE YOU, PRSSCO!

2011-04-15T14:35:00.001+08:00

The one that I went!!!! With sisters! (L)

2011-04-13T13:04:00.002+08:00

Feeling sad rationally now.

Meaning, I'm feeling down but part of me is still thinking rationally.

Okay, I'm not making sense anywhere.

And I guess I won't be able to make sense anywhere these few days.

I need to see my girls, oh god.

2011-04-12T22:59:00.001+08:00

Okay that show kinda broke me down.

Maybe cox it made me miss somebody a lot a lot more.

Haix.

2011-04-12T22:15:00.001+08:00

I dread at the thought of sch now.

I don't know what I'm afraid of.

Of orientation? (Haha, maybe you guys don't know but seriously I hate orientation meant for ice-breaking)

Of having to leave my comfort zone?

Of having to step out of where I belong to venture somewhere unexplored?

Or having to bare my true feelings and thoughts to yet other ppl whom I have not yet known fully.

Idk.

Maybe everything.

Sorry digress a while.

Cox I was watching the週日大精彩, a Taiwan variety show which helps ppl to makeover.

And this girl in sch was signed up by her friends/classmates to go for the makeover.

She's the kind of girl you'd mistake for a guy and her behaviour and character was quite boyish, at least in front of everyone, she's like that.

Then this guy was asked to come up when they were about to reveal the girl's makeover photo.

Then it was then the guy say that he have feelings for that girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMGGG.

Idk, but I just started crying helplessly when the guy confessed, idk why.

So touched by the guy's feelings.

Then after everyone saw the girl's makeover photo then the girl came onstage herself.

The guy held the girl's hand and led her to the middle of the stage.

(Though it's the girl who asked the guy to hold her hand like LOL)

But they just held on and the guy was like shyyy and cute ttm.

Ohmy, idk what I'm writing but I was just so touched by the guy's feelings!!!!

Why did the girl went to say those stuff in the end anw????
Made me feel like she was being such a bitch to that guy!

Okay, I'm like so affected by that show now I can't help it.

Cox I feel as if I'm totally on the same side with that guy and how must it heartbreaking it must have been to hear the one you love say she have a crush on another guy and even ask her crush to give her goodbye kiss.

God, okay I'm really affected by it now.

Maybe cox being moody earlier and I had to witness that.

Not that it's happening real life before me.

But still, that feeling yknow.

Well, idk too.

Okay, I'm like starting to crap now so ignore me.

Haix.

Still wondering if the girl really meant it.

Ok, here's the link on youtube so maybe you will understand.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EfbiYsVN9Ng&feature=related

Can't help it I'm still affected )':

2011-04-11T21:49:00.000+08:00

I kinda start to pity my future boyf.

Hahahahahaha.

Just thought about what I said to wy like a few days ago.

I so pity him cox

1) Our relationship can't go public. Not for at least after idk how long. Haahahahaha.

2) He'll get a very clingy girlf.

3) He's gonna get drowned by all my mushy smses everyday.

Okay, I guess I shouldn't list all out.

If not my future boyf will be scared off alr!!!

(If he even ever gets to see this, that's it.)

WHO DID I FELL FOR?

2011-04-10T22:47:00.002+08:00

Rome wasn't built in one day. Well, neither was my love.

Sorry for not updating in like ages!
Hahahaha.
Didn't felt like blogging for the past one week plus eh.
Anw, the past week was spent beautifully!
Lazy afternoon spent at home (Checked)
Went out with Miss Jasline before sch starts (Checked)
Meet my girls (Unchecked cox I only saw 4 of them :/ )
Read Vampire Diaries (Checked)
Haircut (Checked)
Work out (Unchecked!!!!)
Blog (Hahahaha ps, an absolute unchecked item!)
Ok, I forgot what else I wanted to do, but I guess I'll be doing these stuffs next week!

Shopping with Adilah
Work out/ jogging with Eleanor
Meet up with girls!!!
Pack another shelf of mine
Finish watching my current drama
Finish reading VD.
Blog as much as possible(;
Go check out which new laptop to buy asap!

Okay, can't think of what else I wanted to do.
But for now, that's all!
Seems like very little stuff but a lot of time will be spent doing the above mentioned.
So, hope I can finish doing all that I've listed at the very least!

Anw, I went out with Miss Jasline on Wednesday(:
Haha, she's my math cum physics tuition tchr.
Thanks to her, I got my B3 for both! :D
So, we went out for a movie plus lunch!
I guess we were supposed to have lunch before the movie but in the end we both late so, we brought in like tons of food into the theatre.
Haha, ok exaggerated much, not tons, but my whole bag was filled with food.
Brought in burgers from Mac, sushi, and drinks in.
Don't see only these 3 things hor!
Everything add up tgt made my bag damn heavy.
Hahaha.
But we didn't manage to finish everything cox some scenes of the movie made us loss appetite totally.

Yep, this movie!!!
Though some scenes made us feel uncomfortable, but it's still a excellent movie which I will definitely watch again(:
And I teared at some part touching too.
Shan't be a spoiler, go watch the movie and you'll know it yourself(;
It made me wonder how much rendering time it took them at some part of it too.
It's like whoa totally C4D that kind of software effect.
Haix, the side effects of being a student in AS.
You always wonder how much rendering time and how long it took to animate stuff from movie or whatever.
Like I rmb when I went to watch Rapunzel with Novy we were like wondering how long it took to render/animate Rapunzel's super uber long hair.
Guess can't keep these thoughts away for a long time now.

And, I felt really bad on Wed cox Miss Jasline paid for the movie and food!
Haha, I paid for the drinks only.
I wanted to pay myself cox my results don't really deserve such a big treat anw.
Plus, it should have been me paying for everything lo.
Can't thank her enough!
So I went to make this

Teehee.
I'm so sweet right?????
Hahahahah.
What kind of teacher will have what kind of students.
That explains why I'm so BHB at times :P
Hehehehe.

Though we didn't spent a very long time tgt, but I guess we still had a great time!

GOT A SHOCK???
WONDERING WHAT HAPPENED TO MY FRINGE?
THANKS.
)':

Anw, Wednesday's fun ended with us (ys, feli, pq, me) cabbing from PRSS to TPJC just to see SWY.
How nice of us right???
I know.

Okay. Idon'tknowwhatelsetoblogalr.
Have a good night then!
Gonna wake up early tmw.
And wake up Bat as well(;

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

我要过个精彩的人生！

P/S. I louve you too, Cindy!

2011-03-30T23:59:00.003+08:00

THANK YOUUU PEI QI!!!!!!!!!

Pei Qi helped me pack my room today!!! Now one of my shelves has got a brand new look thanks to her!

And I threw away lots of stuff which I wouldn't have if I was doing it alone.

Cox I won't know whether to throw them away or not.

For sentimental's sake or whatever, then I will end up keeping them.

But actually they are all rubbish which I should have cleared like ages ago!

You might be wondering why I'm like packing up my room like so random.

I should've done it long ago la, but was lazy too.

And mum bought a new wardrobe for me!!!!

Like so suddenly, she ordered it on Sat.

We went to see the wardrobes before but she hadn't bought it at that time, so after a while it was forgotten.

Until now, she say that the cost is gonna rise so buy it now.

Zzzzz.

And I've got only like today and tmw to pack up to make space for my new wardrobe.

Hope it's the one I like, I didn't get to see it! );

It's gonna be delivered tmw!

SO EGG-CITED!!!!

Ok, some peek-tures ahead!

My pri 1 handbook! So prettayyy ^v^. I miss pcs ):

Some fun after an afternoon of hard work!

We didn't want to make a bus....
But apparently, we don't have enough materials to make the whole pic :/

Random notes written during class that I found.

Awful results in the past :x

TA-DA!
A much neater bookshelf!
Hope that my bookshelf is happy too :D

Ok, end of the day! I feel so tired ahhhhhh.
Time for bed.
Goodnight dears! <3

Hah.
Caught you scrolling down!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ISABELLE!!!!!!!

Be more matured la ah girl!
17 le lehhh!!
Haha, though I guess most of us love just the way you are(;
Luv ya! (and your hair :P)

DID WE MISSED?

2011-03-29T23:48:00.001+08:00

"I want to look back and think 'Eh aunties, why is the disparity between your previous faces and current ones so BIG?!?!?' "

-Wenyi

I want to think like that of my current best friends in the future!

How nice right?

I've included my best friends in my future life, imagined how it would be like with them still with me doing many things, haha maybe like discussing which brand of diapers is better for our children!

LOLOL.

I want this dream to become a reality, my best friends!

Can't imagine how life would be without them around.

The All-rounded mama Shing, future hot mum Cindy Tay, the I-want-my-children-to-be-better-than-me SWY, Can't-wait-to-take-wedding-photos-now Felicia Lee, quiet-but-will-be-super-loving mummy Eleanor, dunno-whether-will-get-married-in-future (though I think she'll be the first to get married among us!) Pei Qi, won't-have-generation-gap-with-kids Adilah.

I guess life won't be as interesting if they are not around.

I love you guys!!! ^v^

Very very very much!

Heheheh.

Anw, I went to Nihon Mura with Wenyi ytd to satisfy her sushi cravings!

Haha and mine too but not as much.

I miss the jellyfish sushi. ):

And chawanmushi!!!!!!

Delicious and tempting muchhhh.

I'm alr feeling hungry like now.

And now is like 11:33 PM, go where find sushi!

Haha, actually have la.

But I missed Eleanor's call so idk if I still can get it from her anot.

Hmmmmmmm.

Ok, stop the food talk, I'm getting all hungry.

I just watched the special finale of Absoulte Boyf just now!!

It didn't make me feel any better at all.

I thought it was finally gonna have a happy ending but no!!!

Knight still didn't get to be with Riiko, damn sad!

Though Riiko went with Soshi, I guess, but still.

Haix.

Then why create Knight in the first place????
This show is to make us feel sad only but still I highly recommend it, it's still worth watching like X100000000.

Give me choose again I'd still choose to watch it even though I will cry like siao.

Someone save me out of this sadness I can't seem to get over it.

Haiiiiiix.

Ok, seems like I'm gonna use work to numb this pain.

I'll concentrate on doing Mum's timetable then.

Byeeee!

ABSOLUTE BOYF FTW ♥

2011-03-28T23:03:00.002+08:00

PLEASE WATCH THIS SHOW IF YOU HAVEN'T!!!!

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED.

Absolute boyfriend is like one of the rare shows that can make me tear till I find it hard to stop.

And this song is damn nice.

Okaeri by Asaka.

It means "Welcome Home".

Get going if you haven't watch this awesome show!

You'll understand after you watched it(:

2011-03-26T15:24:00.003+08:00

It's not a new song but still,
I like this song a lot now!!!!
Hahaha, I also don't know why but I hear alr will make me feel better!
Anw, there's supposed to be mahjong session at ys's house right now but I didn't go bec mum ask me go with her settle some internet stuff.
Apparently, internet's working since I'm blogging right now.
But now alr 3 plus so now go over also no use le la.
I also don't know how to play ._.
And yep, I've changed my blogskin!
Tired of the old one so yea, like what wenyi said, I hope changing of a blogskin represents a new beginning!
I'm more driven to blog now that it's got a brand new look.
Hahahaha.
Shall blog later again(:

2011-03-24T21:58:00.001+08:00

I'm tired.

So tired of everything.

I don't want to ask eagerly for something then be disappointed because of an answer I don't want to hear.

And I'm tired of trying to reply when someone asks if I'm ok and I had to force a smile and lie when I'm totally not.

I'm tired of all the conspiracy and competing.

I'm tired of working on my relationship.
I feel so tired.
All I want to is to get a good night's sleep and forget everything for a while.
Thanks but sorry, leave me alone.
I'll only be accepting concerns from people whom I know that truly care.
And not just a routine concern that you had to ask because you had to.
I just want to be who I am, truly.

NOWHERE.

2011-03-24T21:12:00.001+08:00

It's my fault.

It's always my fault.

No matter what happens, whatever that happens, I'm always the one who caused it.

I'm always the root of the problem, the reason why you flare, the cause of what we are today.

I guess, you guys would be better off without me, right?

Since that's what you all have always been telling me, directly or indirectly.

I'm the one who spend without thinking, the one who knows how to enjoy life in the best way, the one who does everything without thinking about anything.

I'm selfish, short tempered, ill mannered, unfeeling, unfillial, childish, unreasonable, the worst child you've ever wanted.

You said it yourself, I'm just quoting off you.

Don't you ever regret in the future.

This, is who I am.

Anyone who wants a clean cut off from me from now on, tell me.

I'm never going to bother you again.

Never ever.

2011-03-21T21:15:00.001+08:00

唉，真没用，是个大笨蛋呐！

打自己的脑袋瓜五十下也补不回来啦！

2011-03-21T13:03:00.001+08:00

爱真的需要勇气。

Haix, okay, I must admit I don't have the courage yet!

The first step is always hard to make eh?

Went shopping with Adilah on Sat(:

I missed that Giraffeeee!!!

P/S, Her iphone cover also have giraffe on it!!! SO CUTE HAHAHAHAHA.

Why did we give Adilah the nickname Giraffe in the first place anw?

Can't rmb alr.

Tsk, talking about iphone, it's alr a norm for ppl to carry iphones/itouch(es?)

Sian ttm, I want one too!

I finally bought the bag that I've been eyeing for ages at CottonOn on Sat!

Ok la, their bags a lot of ppl carrying alr,

but still,

I wanted one!

And I bought it(:

I spent $42 on buying clothes + bag.

Not enough though.

Gotta buy more if not I'll be wearing the same clothes every week for poly!
What's more, mum's sponsoring!!!

(So rare lehh!)

Long-awaited stuff!

You should've seen how happy I was when I walked out of CottonOn.

Teehee. ^v^

Went back to PRSS last thurs to collect SGC and to visit dear CO as well.

They were having sectional and ding laoshi was there.

Nvr change!

Still same old ding, forever calling me "Fang Zhen!"

Miss those good old times at CO!

Esp SYF period where all our nerves were constantly tensed up and always hoping that ding would be in a good mood for practices.

If not she will call us "stui-pid!'

LOL.

Buck up my dear juniors!
I think you guys are much better than me lehh!
But must try to move more yea?
Don't lose confidence just bec of what ding told you!
Haha.
And I rmb my seniors telling us such stuff before SYF.
Move more, expression, feeling, etc.
Good old times, good old times(:
Saw Vivien, Joanne, Timothy, Isabelle, Wei Liat, Randal, Matthew and some others as well too!
That made me miss schooool.
Badly ):

Ooooh, and I did my nails.
Haha. My first diy manicure, count it as passable la k!
First time leh, what you want!

献丑了!

Ta-da!

Hahaha.

Ok la, not bad le la right!

*self-consoles*

Haha. I randomly drew those things la, so don't ask me why I chose to draw those.

It just came to my mind idk why.

Ok, it's almost 1 now, gtg for lunch alr!

Bye!

STAY STRONG.

2011-03-19T01:11:00.003+08:00

OMG, this poor boy, I wonder if he's waiting for his family members who might nvr come back. ):

Sorry I can't do much to help Japan, but when I first knew about it (I was on my way to Chinatown on the mrt to have dinner and this lady stepped in at the Cityhall station holding the newspaper with the news of Japan's unwelcomed disaster splashed all over the front page as headlines and almost everyone in the cabin turned to look at the lady's newspaper), I stopped at wherever I was and sincerely prayed for their damages to be reduced to the minimum, and as many survivors saved as possible.

That was the very least I could do.

Actually, I thought about donanting some of my savings (like $50? I not working, don't have that much $$$!) to Japan, someone tell me where and how? (:

Other than Japan, I guess some other countries like Taiwan was affected too.

Omg, dear Taiwan.

I was there last year around this time, with dear PRSSCO.

I miss that beautiful country :/

Can't imagine if a catastrophe like that hit S'pore.

Maybe S'pore would have disappeared from the world map by now.

Nvm, today's supposed to have another disaster too.

Because of this super moon.

Idk, especially bright/big/round or whatever, and bec of this, some part of Earth would be badly strucked.

I hope that it won't come true anw, poor Earthlings have more than enough on their plate to worry about.

And Japan's suffering just began last week, we don't want anywhere to suffer anymore, again.

Even though when my mum told my grandfather about Japan's disaster, and my grandparents said that it was "Retribution." (Bec of what they did in WWII), I think otherwise.

C'mon, those Japanese who invaded S'pore must alr be some old ppl or might even have passed away alr.
It's the next generation that are suffering the most.

And some of the things we use are "Made in Japan",

even more so we should give them a helping hand.

And I love Japan's simplydelicious food!

Stay strong Japan, we're all with you.

We will wait and help with your comeback!!!

JAPAN, I LOVE YOU! GAMBATE!!!

SWEET AFTER BITTER.

2011-03-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

People who undergo cosmetic surgery ain't that bad either eh?

Haha, though I've not went through cosmetic surgery before, but I guess others shouldn't look at people who corrected their looks in a different light.

What's wrong with trying to make oneself look better anyway?

With improved looks, figure, etc, it gives ppl confidence.

Some ppl who aren't born lookers like some others withdrew themselves because the society didn't give them enough confidence to love their own looks and live with it.

Cosmetic surgery has since brought hope to these ppl, hope for them to step out and feel accepted.

Not that I'm trying to say that the society doesn't accept ppl who are not as good looking,

but, being humans, all of us are more drawn to pretty things right?

You will naturally give a second look to pretty babes and hot hunks out there rather than those who look more plain and common looking in comparison, isn't that so?

The world, works this way.

Just like a Chinese saying goes, "People need clothes to package themselves, while the Buddha needs a nice coat of gold."

(人靠衣装，佛靠金装。）

LOL, k, bad translation I know.

Cosmetic surgery ain't that big a deal either.

My two best friends have put on braces to correct their teeth, no one finds it that unusual anymore in present time now.

(and yea, putting on braces is a part of cosmetic surgery, for some who still don't know)

People who despise or don't think well of ppl who have underwent cosmetic surgery before,

should undergo character correction transformation then.

Those ppl are the ones who feel low about themselves,

they are the ones who admire ppl who have the guts to go through a transformation of themselves.

They are also the ones who think that they are the most perfect, and need no extra improvement in themselves.

Of course, don't go overboard doing cosmetic surgery and you must think carefully before you go under the knife.

The surgery have side-effects, and you must be prepared for a failed operation.

If you have considered every factor carefully, mentally prepared, don't skip the step on finding a well-known doctor either.

Some "cheap operations" may be conducted by a doctor who's not skilled or allow himself to compromise on the patient's health.

NEVER COMPROMISE YOUR HEALTH FOR WHATSOEVER REASON.

NOT EVEN FOR CONFIDENCE'S SAKE.

NO PLEASE NO.

To end this,

Beauty still comes from the inside.

People who may not be borne with the best features may have the best inner beauty you've ever seen.

Whether you had gone through a cosmetic surgery or not,

what matters most is still what is inside you.

People who will stick through life-and-death with you are the ones who have looked inside you,

know that you may not be the most beautiful thing on Earth, but still chose to be with you.

These people themselves, blossom right inside as well.

Once again,

BIGBANG - TONIGHT MV

2011-03-01T22:47:00.002+08:00

WHERE ELSE DO YOU FIND A MORE AWESOME/HOT/COOL/CHARISMATIC KPOP BAND?

BIGBANG IS BACK, KIDS.

2011-02-23T20:57:00.000+08:00

刚刚到了公园散步。

放慢脚步，学会聆听周围不同的声音，把心情放松下来。

随着微风轻轻的吹过，好像也把心灵的烦恼、郁闷、黑暗、一并洗涤干净。

在公园有花草树木的陪伴下，心扉好像不用加上任何枷锁，卸下心防，用不同的观点看待事情，心灵也跟着得到了解放。

心情变好，也跟着想把这样的快乐与人分享。

简单的对人一个微笑、微点头，也能把自己的快乐传染给身边的人。

虽然不相识，但一个笑容若能让另外一个人因自己的好心情也跟着愉快起来，

那何乐而不为呢?

所谓，“独乐乐，不如众乐乐”嘛，对不?

偶尔这样放松心情，真得很不错!

长期面对着处在的喧嚣都市，处在这种讲究速度、效率的环境里，

人，真的应该为自己找到解放的途径，

找回最纯真的自己。

2011-02-20T21:28:00.002+08:00

I HATE STAYING AT HOME.

VALID ENOUGH REASON TO LET ME GO WORK?

FY.

2011-02-20T00:28:00.003+08:00

I love 19022011.

Had a sumptious lunch at Sakura with mum and my cousin, went out with beloved sisters,

had a looong chat with Cindy at Madison's and Saturday ended with me bidding goodbye to Eleanor over the phone after bitching about life for hours.

And, I really love today's chat session with Cindy.

We talked about many things, many many things.

One thing in the chat I look forward most to realising is the pictures we drew about what we gonna do after I get my dog.

I hope my parents let me adopt one soon.

I NEED A PUPPY BADLY.

And maybe, I will name it Biscuit.

Hehehehehehe.

"Biscuit, come! Good girl. Shake hand. Wah, good girl!"

LOL. Girl cox Button is female.

And female dogs seem more cute!
I don't mind a male puppy though.

I can't wait to bring my future puppy for walks in the evening!

Cuddle it while I'm studying, watch her enjoy her meal, showing her off to envious passer-bys.

Dad, mum, can I have my puppy soon????????

PLEASEEEEEEEEEE.

I really need one.

NEED.

I NEED ONE.

SEE! BUTTON SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHA. I miss her :/

But she's in M'sia. :'(

Someone, get me a puppy!!!!!!

2011-02-18T12:39:00.000+08:00

FUCK. I'M LIKE DAMN ANGRY NOW SERIOUSLY.

2011-02-16T13:06:00.003+08:00

Haven't been blogging properly for days!

'Cox

#1: I'm lazy :P

#2: Been using the comp for all other stuffs except for blogging.

#3: NO MOOD.

Anw, I was sick since thursday night.

Flu.

First time being sick throughout this long holiday.

I guess I'm healthier without school around!

HAHA.

Still, I miss school :/

I miss getting bored of lessons,

I miss anticipating for free periods,

I miss panicking over undone homework,

I miss waking up early for school and then reaching home late after night study.

In all, I MISS SCHOOL.

Even though school life aren't always pleasant,

it was part of life.

Why can't poly start earlier???

Can't wait for school to start, seriously.

Anw, we had reunion lunch on Saturday!!!!

But ys not there :(

We ate steamboat and had lots of fun!

Played banluck with sisters and I was the banker.

Sorry sisters! Won your money over :P

Ladyluck was glowing~

Then played daidi and mahjong too.

Wy left earlier though (after she lost her money).

Hmmm, so when are we going ys's house??

Still got lo hei!!!!!!!!

Everyone's so busy with their own things now.

So hard to get together. :'(

Oh, just remembered what I wanted to say about Sat.

I guess best friends are the only ppl who can make me forget that time is passing.

We had so much fun that I didn't realise that so much time had passed when we weren't doing much things.

Just eating, talking, playing and hours passed by.

快乐的时光总是过得很快!

And it depends on who you're spending your time with as well!

First day of cny.

I love my family! ♥

Grandpa requested for a family photo. Did I mention he have mild senile dementia?

I think he wants the photo so that he can rmb every single one of us.

How heart breaking.

Third day of cny.

What a nice opportunity for both my family and best friends to be at my house at the same time.

Real family(:

School Retrospect

2011-02-16T12:17:00.001+08:00

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Password: baGuT55A

2011-02-14T22:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY V'DAY!!!!!

IU- Good Day

2011-02-08T22:50:00.001+08:00

I like this mv cox the scene is like my favourite kind!

And her voice is superb!!!

2011-02-04T23:48:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

May everyone be blessed with good health, happiness, and undying wealth(:

How's new year so far??

I won some money from playing banluck on thursday, then lost some today ):

But, I still won overall! Teehee ^v^

First time lehh!

If not the past years I lost money ):

Hmmm, I went to the paternal side de relatives' house ytd.

Everytime I see the old grand aunts and uncle I'll feel so sad cox they are burderned with illnesses but they still try their best to continue the CNY tradition.

Yet, happy at the same time that I still get the chance to see them(:

May the rabbit year bless them with health!

Last stop of the visiting for the first day will always be at my grandma house.

Had loads of fun there, like always :D

Still, I hope that there would be chance for me and my cousin to start talking face to face.

We're gonna spend 2 years in the same sch anw, and we've got blood ties!!!!!

Nvm, I'll slowly break down the ice btwn us, I don't think he is as cool as he seems to be. :P

We took family photo too btw!

Shall upload it once I've gotten them(:

Went to my ganma house today!!!

But it was only a brief visit.

It seems like my own home there too and met with Qin Yin!!

Was just starting on a game with the other teens there then I had to go alr.

So sad )':

Btw, one of them look a lil bit like cargo.

Hmmm, long time no see that guy!!!!

He must have gone visiting toooo.

No one at home.

Anw, went to my maternal side's granduncle place aft that.

That was where I lost money. TT

Oh, and seriously, I don't like my course cox it's got this hard-to-understand name and idk how to explain what it is about.

I will just say it's about managing airport, IR, hotels those stuff.

Then the adults will go gaga over the fact that it has got to do with IR.

LOLLL.

I prefer airport!!

HAHAHAHAHA.

k, I gotta go sleep alr.

Got a morning date with my sayang tmw!

Gdnight!!!

Shall we go cny vistiting tgt next year?????? ^^

2011-02-01T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hi babes, how's life going on?

HAHAHA.

Gonna have reunion dinner tmw!

Steamboat!!

Omg, looking forward.

I LOVE REUNION DINNER.

Anw, I haven't been sleeping the past few days like what someone said.

I mopped the floor today!

And did other housework too k.

My first time mopping the floor (:P), a bit too wet luh, but seriously, I didn't appreciate the fact that my mum kept complaining that it was too wet.

My first try right.

Though quite late then learn how to do it, but still I volunteered!

Haish, nvm.

How's cny preparations????

I think it's a meaningful event, CNY.

Though the preparations are long and tedious, but it's a tradition that I hope will pass on for generations.

But CNY hasn't been as happening as it used to be these few years.

It seems like the younger generation nowadays are getting uninterested in this occasion.

I'm glad that the ppl around me still love CNY and still celebrate it.

Looking forward to the steamboat lunch at Felicia's house!!!

Heheheh.

Btw, please, nvr do all your CNY preparations at one go on the eleventh hour.

Cox everything will be in a uber mess for god's sake and nothing will seem to go right.

K, gonna pack that mess up now.

BYE!!! 11:11

倪安东!

2011-01-29T22:57:00.002+08:00

Went to 倪安东's 签唱会 today!!!

OMGGGGGGGGG.

The feeling is so different from watching him on TV, comp or his photos.

So excited, happy yet kind of felt that it wasn't really happening when I was just standing in front of him, shaking his hand!

He looks different too, more big-built than on screen, muscles! HAHAHA.

And his face bigger than I thought.

But yet, he's even more charismatic!

This autograph session made me admire Anthony much more!

He's the first artist that I went for the autograph session on the release of the first album.

How memorable.

And thanks sisters! For accompanying me through the rain.

THANK YOU!!!

And please please please, Anthony please come to SG more often!

If not I'm gonna migrate to TW.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Crazy Talk

2011-01-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

LOL. 倪安东's damn cute seriously!

洋葱♥

2011-01-21T22:47:00.001+08:00

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心，

你会发现，你会讶异，

你是我最压抑、最深处的秘密。

2011-01-21T17:27:00.003+08:00

Stupid Cindy, you're gonna get it from me when I see you.

Who ask you made me cry again.

Huh, who ask you.

Chou nv ren, be mentally prepared, I'm gonna stick to you till death.

Not even death will do us apart.

'cox I'm gonna put my grave beside yours.
YOU CAN'T RUN AWAY.

女人，赢了咯，谁叫我最爱的朋友是你。

2011-01-20T22:36:00.002+08:00

My poor cargo seem to have lost weight yet again )):

CROSSPATHS

2011-01-20T12:42:00.004+08:00

"Insecurities kicking in.

All the thoughts about whether my relationship with everyone will be long lasting even when we go to different schools(or places) and start to walk on separate roads.

Maybe once in a while, we meet one another after a turn.

Maybe, the separation just goes on and on.

Some walk on a different path as you right now, but who knows?

After a big U-turn, we tune in back to each other's lives again, and we continue walking through the journey alongside each other.

Some walk the same path as you right now, but then again, at a junction where you have to choose either left or right, we might embark on a parallel journey and never meet again.

Some however, might continue to walk on the same path with you on and on.

Both of you chose left at the junction and for the rest of the journey, you stick together through thick and thin, braving the angry waves at sea hand in hand, overcoming the overbearing mountains.

Now, at this moment, I hope with all my heart you and I can accompany each other through this long journey.

I don't know what fate has in store for us, but certainly, YOU, are someone I will never be able to forget this life. "

I sent this 7 sms long message to a few friends last night.

But because it's damn ex to send this to all the friends who are important to me, I hereby send this message to all who mean a lot to me through this platform.

Pei Qi, Yi Shing, Novy, Chu Qing, Ryan, Ms Jasline, Clarice.

You guys do mean the most to me, accompanying me through the ups and downs in my life.

Be it whether our friendship has gone back way back into time like 7 years, or it has only started to blossom these 2 years.

You've impacted my life a great deal.

Even if we aren't as close as we are now in the future, I won't be able to forget the times you've gone through with me.

Thank you very much, my best friends.